I've cleaned out my room at school, and only have things and clothes to last until next Friday.
It feels so strange to leave it all behind after this long
I've come to know a lot of amazing people here. I've grown more social, which is a HUGE step for me, as I'm very shy otherwise. I do have Asperger's, so for me to take these steps on becoming more outgoing is a big thing.
When I was younger, I barely talked at all. I just shook my head or nodded. I was so shy that I hid my face behind my hair.
I got frozen out by my classmates, ridiculed by bullies, beaten up at home... my life used to be such a mess.
But now, everything seems so bright. I've got a lot of friends, not just here on DA, but in real life as well. If you'd ask me about having friends before, I'd just sigh and shake my head in disappointment upon realizing I didn't have any.
I have a lovely fiancé who supports me. Who loves me for who I am, and I love him just as much. He will come back to school in three months, but I have to go elsewhere. I sadly couldn't get the money to support my education, so I'll have to make do with staying at home and finding something else to do.
And I might have a future career in modeling ahead. Some people have expressed their interest, so I'll see where it leads to.
I'm gonna look for a "normal" job as well, because supporting yourself on just modeling is extremely difficult.
Right now, life feels wonderful