I've been sick since the 23rd, and just NOW I've been able to even get up and eat and drink something
I've been vomiting at night every night since then, and yesterday was the worst night yet.
I had a hard time breathing, my ears hurt and my head felt like it was about to explode. My fever, which I also have had since the 23rd, was at 41* Celsius. I projectile vomited and cried my eyes out, crying out for my mom (who came after my grandmother picked her up... at 3 AM
) I actually, even if it sounds a bit silly, thought for sure that I was about to die that night. I felt like I was dying.
I've gotten a bit better today, but I'm not ready to get my hopes up just yet
No exaggeration, but... this was. THE WORST illness. I've EVER had. I've never been so scared and felt so helpless as of now.
I can't even lift things as of yet, and I'm actually getting help writing this journal.
I'm really, REALLY sorry to
, whom I promised a birthday / Christmas card. But I hope you had a good day, even if this is a bit late.
I'm so sorry, guys, but... I have to be away a little bit more